Two Sets Of Fifty...

Three times a day will get my abs back to where I need the to be, lol. This week has been good so far! Sometimes it's better to improve one's self rather than hate on others. The time and energy spent hating only takes away from time your could be using to indirectly love yourself. Well, that's where I am right now- SELF IMPROVEMENT. I am going to continue to use this blog for my many reasons... majorly to vent, to continue to improve my writing skills (because a year from now that will be my bread and butter), and also to help with my communication problems. As I continue to grow as a person, so will this blog, love it or leave it!

More and more everyday I am realizing that my communication problems are a lot more severe than I thought before. No matter how hard I try to express myself to others, I am not taken seriously and am set on that back burner- and I am sick of it. Some think I am running game, others think I am lying, but truth be told I am serious about everything I do. I know it's said that...

"If you can do a half- assed job of anything, you're a one- eyed man in the kindom of the blind" ~Kurt Vonnegut Jr.

and though I sometimes view myself as a "Jack of all trades" I never do a half assed job- I always give my all. No matter if it be my friendships, my job @ Nordstrom :-/ telling a man how I feel about him, or getting dressed in the afternoon- I never say what I don't mean and I never do what I don't feel. That's the truth about it.

I guess I can't worry about spilt milk, H2O under a bridge... those who like me like me, those who don't won't! I have to live with that. I am just going to continue to progress and give my all to everything. I am back in school, I found a new job, didn't get that man I was looking for (as of yet), all that's left (and is under my own control) is finding a new apt. and getting into shape. FOUR days down... Two Sets of Fifty (100), 3 times a day(morning, noon, & night). That means I give 100% into what I say and do MORNING, NOON & NIGHT. I swear to "God" & I put that on my life.

I've Got The Internet Going Nuts ;-)